hmm i dont think i lucid dreams cause i realize after some time i wake up tat i was dreaming. but i fell like i am lucid dreaming but than its hard to understand.... wat actually it is..

ohhh man felling the need to relax it been all work only tis hols i want to just sit and chill out by the sea or some sort of water. i donno y but i have tis idea of relaxation even thinking of it makes me relaxed i guess i will just day dream to please me.. lol

i went down to the library after work today, dint fell like going home straight away and suddenly had the craving to read. its been like months i have read a nice book. actually i really do love reading but i am very picky about it, it depends on my mood,how busy i am and is the book is interesting or not. i like something tat makes me wanna not stop reading until it ends, its so much fun and the excitement to know wat gonna happen next.
i really enjoy reading love stories, but i totally hate those cocky chim love stories about betrayal,sex etc. i prefer teen love stories cause i can relate my self to them.... i also like to read adventurous stories, mystery. i totally hate war stories cause i really dont understand wats happening, maybe i am not the history type.

hmm so i ended up borrowing 3 book there description sounds interesting hopefully i will be able to read all those.



also i on my every trip to the lib. if i go 4th floor i never miss a chance to visit the LEFT BEHIND series books. they are about a bunch of kids from all diff walks of life who are left behind in the rapture. u gotta read em. they are so addictive. there like 30 book which they have also compiled into 12 books( hardcover version) i prefer the hard cove versions cause like they have 3 books in one easy for me to borrow and read.. i still remember i use to read em last year during June when i was preparing for my 'O' i was totally addicted to em.. i guess i they helped me in my english lol.. but i am proud to say tat i finished reading all 30 of em..:D


i feel like reading them again but i just can get my self to read a book tat i have already read.. the excitement will be gone.........

right now there is practically nothing on my mind i fell blank. but tats cool knowing tat i am always thinking... and at time i do fell tat i might be over powering brain with too much thinking. seriously i think a lot..... sometimes i am even amazed by myself...

something has set deep down inside me the best part is i will never be able to forget tat happynesss... i felt..