the train rides back home are so lonely yet inspiring cause i try to sketch in my book... and come up some cool stuff.

right not grooving to Dancing in the Moonlight its a nice song.....

somethings are right in front of u, its a matter of time u realize tat its there :D
been in a great mood tis whole evening. hope it remains tis. nothing bothers me now, trained my self to stay calm and not think too much oh yeah....:D

ohh yeah just finished editing, did some text effect... came up wit tis quote today in da train on e way back home:D.....

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dreamz tat matter come to life cause v try to make them come to life & all tat matters is u follow ur dreamz......

not really happy wit the effect but will visit it again when i have free time in hand..

*deep silence witin to savor the happyness*

omgosh it happen again, it like i enter a diff. state of mind. on the way back home from work i went down to popular i entered the cd section. i was there like for 30+ min browsing cds... i dint really realize tat i had entered the calm state.... it was just me, the soft music and the cds.... on my way out the siren buzzed at the door. insted of panicking i jsut stood there checked my pockets and went thought the door again tis time it dint buzz(stupid buzzer anyhow buzz).

when i was at the door i was still in the calm state i remember seeing around, no one was looking at me it felt very dreamy, lol i even saw a guy buy 20 naruto comic at on shot lol... i was like wtf am i dreaming but than i jsut continued browsing cds... i realize tat whenever i am in tis "calm state" i slow down i all ways i fell like i am floating and gliding across the floor. but everything around me is going on at normal pase...... hmm i wass in tis clam state until i reached home and than after i had my dinner i was back to normal :D

lol v stamped ourself haha vr sample pieces one of kind haha and yah the queue for chilli is untill punggol and for me is until bedok lol atleast i have ppl queueing up for me haha.........

BLACK & WHITE lol can see the colour diff. of e hand lol racist haha i dont mind :D

IS it me or i am just imagining too much or is it really happening.....

well i dont know any of tis for sure but as long as anything makes me feel happy it a good thing... and i am felling happy today.... so it gotta be one of the above or maybe itz the last one haha..... hopefully i will be able to see it coming....

Seems tat everyone is busy cause i called 3 ppl to accompany me to go bugis but all 3 were busy.. so i went off on my own,it was fun to explore the city alone, it felt weird cause its been some time i went alone usually there is someone to accompany... should have brought out my camera :(

ok so firstly i went to Burlington square, oh yeah got my HOLGA 120 CFN.. its nice and big. i thought it was gonna be small, haha but no worries the camera is cool..

so after tat i went down to sim lim tower got LED's my dad needed em. dint really waste time going around there cause most of the shops were closed and nothing really caught my eye!!!!

Than went down to haji lane.... the shops there are cool and there is tis shop called blog shop tat sells holgas and ladies clothes.... the guy who work there is super friendly *good customer service*.....

Than went down to funan, had my lunch there at KFC lol trying to save$$$ and was not really hungry.... it so weird eatting alone, and while eatting tis thought came to my mind about how i am always surrounded by ppl, when i am at home i am wit my family, when outside i am wit my friends, i am almost never alone. i start wondering on how in the future,if i go overseas to study how lonely will i be at home... totally hate to eat alone, i rather eat wit someone......

from there went down to peni. checked out some shoes, i like the NIKE high dunks at one of the shops on 2nd floor. well lets see how maybe by end of hols will get em..
than went down to excelsior hotel, luckly SAGE was open, was surprise to see so many skimbaords in stock haha hopefully by next week i can buy a new board...

wahh the whole of city hall was infected by ppl going to F1 all had there tickets around there neck...lol half of them were foreigners.... i guess they should have cheaper tickets so more ppl can afford them, well until them lets enjoy it on the TV haha....

ohhhh yeahhh!! finally went down to skim today... the waves were nice at the later part of the day!!!! was able to catch some pretty nice waves.. hmm my body is surprisingly not hurting much lol i guess its cause off less fall tat i had today :D...


















v should call our self slot skimboarders cause v try to catch waves tat come in slots..

wah edited pic in photoshop after such a long time, i think the pic came out was good, was expecting e outcome something like tat :D


dhuha looking at the waves








lol dhuha broke his board :( hopefully can get the new board soon oh yeah!!!



hmmm afterall i guess i wont be a tat bad next week.. hopefully everything goes smooth,

sometimes surprise comes in a small package and when u least expect it:D

ohhhh yeahhhh went down to watch Phobia2 yesterday wit chilli & yiqi...






saw it at iluma... our first time watching movie there, lol v smuggled in Mos burger haha..... hmm bout the movie, i was scary at some part, some scenes were disgusting lol, the sound effect were cool..... last story was funny haha.... overall not bad, its not the best movie but good entertainment so i will give it 3popcorns out of 5 lol i sound like a movie reviewer haha.......

lol my eyes are off camera haha lol so stupid but anyways it a pic wit good friends it can never be bad.....

wat are the bananas doing ????

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wat a wierd pose haha

hmmm i guess next week is gonna be a tough one i must hold on and not let my self from breaking down..... lord i will need all ur help for me to go though it..... i must mentally prepare to face it....

i am happy tat i was able to hide the hurt under a smile atleast i dint act like ajerk...
i dont know how i managed to bring tat smile but i just did it.. i was surprised wit my self cause .. hmm i donno how to say it was so instantaneous i was laughing at myself even thought i knew i dint did anything wrong. its like ur in a war and u know u might lose it but all u can do is try ur best to win it :(



i guess tat laughter was something like tat when u laugh at someone helpless, but the only a thing was i was laughing at my own helplessness.... how sad it tat:(

hmm nothing really much to say cause the more i think the more it reminds of my helplessness... :(

hmm i dont think i lucid dreams cause i realize after some time i wake up tat i was dreaming. but i fell like i am lucid dreaming but than its hard to understand.... wat actually it is..

ohhh man felling the need to relax it been all work only tis hols i want to just sit and chill out by the sea or some sort of water. i donno y but i have tis idea of relaxation even thinking of it makes me relaxed i guess i will just day dream to please me.. lol

i went down to the library after work today, dint fell like going home straight away and suddenly had the craving to read. its been like months i have read a nice book. actually i really do love reading but i am very picky about it, it depends on my mood,how busy i am and is the book is interesting or not. i like something tat makes me wanna not stop reading until it ends, its so much fun and the excitement to know wat gonna happen next.
i really enjoy reading love stories, but i totally hate those cocky chim love stories about betrayal,sex etc. i prefer teen love stories cause i can relate my self to them.... i also like to read adventurous stories, mystery. i totally hate war stories cause i really dont understand wats happening, maybe i am not the history type.

hmm so i ended up borrowing 3 book there description sounds interesting hopefully i will be able to read all those.



also i on my every trip to the lib. if i go 4th floor i never miss a chance to visit the LEFT BEHIND series books. they are about a bunch of kids from all diff walks of life who are left behind in the rapture. u gotta read em. they are so addictive. there like 30 book which they have also compiled into 12 books( hardcover version) i prefer the hard cove versions cause like they have 3 books in one easy for me to borrow and read.. i still remember i use to read em last year during June when i was preparing for my 'O' i was totally addicted to em.. i guess i they helped me in my english lol.. but i am proud to say tat i finished reading all 30 of em..:D


i feel like reading them again but i just can get my self to read a book tat i have already read.. the excitement will be gone.........

right now there is practically nothing on my mind i fell blank. but tats cool knowing tat i am always thinking... and at time i do fell tat i might be over powering brain with too much thinking. seriously i think a lot..... sometimes i am even amazed by myself...

something has set deep down inside me the best part is i will never be able to forget tat happynesss... i felt..

hmm first day at home in the whole hols on a weekday lol.......

ended up bored at home lol but i arranged my wardrobe threw away allllll old clothes made way for new clothes haha now it looks clean and neat oh yeah....

i am still missing yesterday wahhhhh it was such a nice day, how i wish it never ended haha..... never never ended :( haha flea was cool....

hmmm lotz to say but aint gonna say anything now lol......



ok todays post is a short one....:)




i am missing yesterday ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Totally a great day.... i seriously had fun...everything was perfect and flea titan was awesome... i am glad tat it dint let me down, it was totally the way i expected it to be.

ok so basically suppose to meet chilli and yiqi but yiqi couldn't make it :(... after doing some shopping in chinatown then went down to orchard, cine. to have lunch. BBQ chicken is nice and worth the price... totally recommend it, its in the basement...










over our table there was mirror ceiling, lol its cool..


chilli ordered pasta and mine was called Jerk BBQ chicken lol wat a weird name for a dish.. haha.. but it was tasty.....




lol she took pic while i was talking haha but its cool lol..



lol v missed our 2.40 bus to flea titan..... haha so v decided to go around ION. wah its nice..... uniqlo is having sales and its flooded with ppl.....





chilli and me both agree tat the toilets are very nicely designed... the moment v came out of the toilet were like talking about the cool features in toilet haha.

just look at tis the lighting in the toilet is so calm and they are playing some soft music haha i think i can sleep in there lol.


hmm went around ION and than went to thai embassy for the free shuttle bus.... lol they tell us to go 4season hotel there than wait there for so long than finally the bus came..... lol since it was boring to wait for the bus v took some pics :)







inside the free shuttle bus







lol more ppl arriving to board the bus lol i see all the girls they dress up almost the same way lol not unique anymore.....






more pics inside da bus while waiting for it to start :D








lol tis is funny yet a good pics haha

finally arrived at the flea!!!!!!


wahhh it was our first time at a flea and it was so dang cool... v went 1 round than realize that inside the building also have more shops haha but i think outside the shop are more nicer.... chilli bought a jacket for herself, it looks niceeee on her.... lol so little guys stuff its like all girls stuff only but than i bought a vintage levis shirt, 2 lacoste t shirt and a plain blue shirt and a ripcurl board short all for only $33 bucks lol tat so dame cool...


















lol by the time v finished walking around the flea v were sweating and tired haha....











ohh yeah it was really a great day i am felling so :) the flea is totally cool........ i guess i will never forget tis day it was so dame great my first flea oh yeahhhhhhh. good FOOD good COMPANY good SHOPPING...
oh yeah finally i am happy wit myself....

more random pics enjoy:D



















Happiness is the feeling you're feeling when you want to keep feeling it :D



someone is very clever lol..hmm i was not tat surprised by tat reaction lol but tats cool