Yesterday was great great day. it started out wit stress over my head. morning was rushing for school work but than as the day went on it got better.

so in the morning went to school 4 studio. was behind time lol but managed to pass up on time... after tat was suppose to go out but than no one was there chili was going out wit her bf and yiqi wit her friend so only ppl left were me rachel and xue ee v tried searching for movies but no timings were right.. so decided not to watch any movie.

hmm i was determined to go east coast to relax. got on train wit jess at yck than went down to bedok and than took bus to ecp.... v bought milkshake and sat at the break water. really it was relaxing. jess gave me e idea to sketch the view. i tried to sketch and really was dame relaxed.... i was so mesmerized wit the waves they look so beautiful made me wanna jump in the sea. dint really got to see sunset cause it was blocked my clouds lol but than nvm it was really nice to just go down there and relax.... took pic wit my holga 4 e first time :D next time i will take a pic of...... ok:D

ohhh v really took alot of pic 242 to be precise. jess did a good job as taking nice shots :D
v left ecp at 645pm and went back to bugis to eat and than wanted to go haji lane. but than it started raining and there was no pizzzzza hut in bugis junction.. soo v went to PS had to write our name in the waiting list.........
ooooooo v ordered LAVA crust our fav. v tried the seafood pizza(ocean catch) 4 the first time, it was nice even though the topping kept on falling of on every single bit haha... v also had drumsticks for appetizers :D

after tat meet yiqi and chilli, went down to kfc were chilli and her bf had there late dinner and v spammed on the pics lol...

than i and jess went back off first :D managed to get home before 1am yeahhhh

totally miss yesterday and all the FB pics r liked haha cause they all are nice:D

...Hidden words between lines...

in a crazy world

DASH

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how to react when a girl knocks into u in a bus when e bus suddenly stop. if u smile politely she may think ur perv. if u give her angry face she may think how arrogant u r.

beeen super busy wit work 4 e past few days. meeting deadlines = working day and night. stressed.
there r so many things in my mind but there is so much work tat i dont have enough time 4 them. but i dont want to neglect them, i try to give them some time when ever i can, i should really find some time to sit by the sea and watch the sunset it will really make me fell better.

Dreamz dreamz dreamz seems like my whole like is linked wit them...... i cant get ur face off my mind its asking me for help. i have choose not to go wit my dream tis time but there is tis little thing tats bugging me...

i am finding myself more and more lonely now, i am only try to meet school hw deadline. and tat the only thing i am doing.... i want to stencil, watch movies, go out, stay back in class and slack i wanna do all tis but i cant, i am bound to my work........ i am finding tat i am living a wierd life now.. i feel tat there is something tat i need to find out but i dont know wat it is, maybe time will reveal. but tis something is really bugging me, i need to talk to someone who can understand me and not make fun out of it.

i cant get ur face out of my mind!!!

they aint gonna come...

DASH

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cant tend to do my studio pro. hw hais i must do it....

so than things are really changing. but i still dont know wats happening to me i look normal but i know i am not cause i am now filled wit so much confusion tat i cant even process anything. so i just end up looking normal doing my normal things........ the day i am out of tis i tell u i am gonna be something diff. and i am waiting to see tat day cause its gonna be something special.......

i posted it few days back

so than look back at tis it set me thinking is tis thing really true. maybe for now its not true but than i choose to believe in it. cause v all live by a hope..

the best thing about tis part of my life was tat i came up some nice quotes like

dreamz tat matter come to life
and u thought i smiled
can u lose something u never had?

hmm not really much but i totally like em. i guess i have grown but than stuck somewhere. i just wonder how things changes as time flys by there was i time when i was so much in love wit my ex and here i am almost forgetting her bday. i am so glad tat it dint ended in a ugly ways.... hais leave tat alone tat was the past.....

i find my self repeating but than nothing changes wat happend wat was there. u try ur best to makes things happen in the future.

some times just think tat i am typing senseless things cause they dont have any link wit each other .....haisss yyyyyyy ........ another day of school tmr another day of life. same routine same thoughts.........

should i

DASH

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so than, its happening the changes happening. started my gym routine form today, my weight stands at 76.3kg now lets see how things go i will try to update every week i am planing to loose a kg/week. maybe tats too ambitious but than i had done tat in the past so i dont see a problem y i cant do it tis time. all i need to do is stick to routine.

as u can see i am trying to keep myself busy wit things so tat i dont think of it* toomuch hopefully i will be able to forget it over it soon cause the faster it happens the more comfortable i fell, right now i am still in the mist of things but i think i am getting over it fast.... still felling guilty for treating someone the way they dint deserved to be treated.. will try my best not to do tat..

wat was so great about last week 3 of my friends got attached... lol i should have tried my luck last week lol jking. anyways its gone so....

had a short chat wit liz about tis and than she like "dash ur the last one on the despo list" lol she meant all my sec3 clique mates r attached now.. lol i am the last one hais haha..... but liz i aint despo now i have changed maybe i was but tat was few yrs back was childish back then.

i close my eyes and i fell peace full and the first thing tat came to my mind is how its gonna be from now on, how i am gonna be able to change witout hurting the ppl i love. i am already guilty for hurting someone... i wont let it happen .. but than i close my eyes again and than i fell sad. its filled wit silence. and when i ask the same question now i get no answer back.. pls atleast give me a NO. my minds resisting the change but than i wont let tat happen if not i will lose my self a great ******.

stupidity has i own rules

DASH

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ohhhh f**cking gosh dint wanted to blog today but than i have no where to go now... school started today nothing seems changed in school everything is the same way it used to be. i guess than its time for me to change. i am glad tat i have hw to do had so much to say but than i forgot wat was in my head hais tis is something diff. i am going thru, i am being very clam and tat not normal. i hope it dont kills me within.

i hate it when i treat ppl badly, and even hate it more when they dont deserve to be treated badly... but than i dont know wat to do...

omg even the thought of it makes me wanna cry and every time i try to push it away and try to fill tat space wit some random thought but than again it come back and than the process repeats...
hais i cant believe i just cried wit seabears-hands remember playing in the background. ohhhhh goshhhh i cant affort to break down tis way..........

maybe in the future when i read tis post again i will think how stupid i was, but than i say No its not being stupid its doing wat ut heart fell is right at tat exact movement, the time..... it a phrase of life love every part of it.

v create our own story

pls change it

DASH

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ohh goshh sometimes i wish i dint fall r u, its killing me day by day, but than if i dint things would be different. but i really want tis to end i want things to be the way i wanted them to be. sick and tired of the unknown... school starting in 2 days really looking forward to it.... just fell like changing my lifestyle i want to concentrate more on my studies and my body. i bloody hell will wack myself if i skip gym....

its deepavali today everyone at home r like in the festive mood but i am some how not i just dont fell it. its just not like the way it use to be back in hometown...

fuck i just hope Monday comes soon so i can get bombarded wit work so my mind wont wander her and there....

Have u ever cared so much tat it starts to hurt

hais......

DASH

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wat a pack day, so many things, so little time........... dint knew designing website can be so tierding .. i designed the graphics and yiqi did the website... kudos to her she did a great job in arranging all the things in the website..... & kudos to the model too couldn't be the same wit out her... oh yeah today our official launch day of our website www.millimodz.weebly.com (do check it out guys & support us).

hmmm went shopping wit vick. went down to ion got my levis signature jeans, than went around far east , left foot has so little variety lol.... haha than got my shoes form near peni. loving em...

come back home only to hear from yiqi the sad news bout chilli, suddenly not so excited about the things i bought.. really felling vey sad bout... chilli dont worry v will earn back all the stuff gone :)

{everything happen for a reason}

than on msn bombarded wit ppl talking about tmr outing, hais liz not coming. hopefully the rest come...

omg and have i fallen back or i am i just an dumb or i am i still on the right track. o gosh i hope all the decisions i make are correct....
time to say tis quote out which i love to follow by "Timings everything".... i failed once but i aint gonna let tat happen again but right now i am stuck on a thin rope. if i fall <<< tis side i may fall way down but if i fall >>> tis side i may land safely. the worst thing is i cant choose where i want to fall, all i ca do they most is try my best not to fall <<< tis side .....

not done my part

DASH

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hais :( as a photographer i fell very ashamed of my self tat i was not able to take care of my model...... i failed again to wat i had promised :(

its just there

DASH

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hmmm dint really felt like blogging but than now i just felling like bloging, so here i am..... hmm the day was fine nothing really special..... other than coming to know a wierd dream.. seriously its really random and yah its not gonna happen any time soon (lol tis goes to e person who had e dream and told me lol)

5ppl wit one same thing can it be wrong?????

found tis really nice quote online
"Dreams are answers to questions we haven't yet figured out how to ask"
hmm tat make me wonder if tats true..... but i aint have any answer for tat, i am still wondering bout it, but one things for sure the quote has lived up to its meaning up till now, and i hope remains to do so in the future.......................................

lost in the wilderness

DASH

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awesome day yesterday, even though it was raining in the morning v managed to complete our task... lol first time chilli was not late haha:D.... so since it was raining in the morning v had no choice but w8 for it to go.. but in e mean time v managed to get the indoor shots 4 the website.... i think they turned out great for a first try... should improve in the next shoot...
oh yah almost forgot v had fun wit the photobooth new effect yeah!!!

tis photo is a illusion oh yeah!!!

had lunch at the mac near my house, believe it or not it was my first time eating lunch there. i don't really go there lol. after tat took bus to location XXX... and tats were the magic begins, the atmosphere was perfect it had just finished raining so all the trees were FRESH!!! it was so green.... took some to get the hang of the location,camera... but after few shots v were having no difficulties, even thought my camera started to act a bit wired, but yeah still love her, she never fails to give me great pictures :D ..... there was a lot of uphill climbing. haha but than i was totally fun. totally had the felling of being in da woods... best of all there very few ppl... so no by-watcher to worry about... and yah v saw i a monkey and monitor lizard haha the monkey was so chilled out lol first he was drinking water than he just went off i some random direction and yeah he had a long tail ....

end of the day so tired, v took cab back home lol.... bought bubble tea on the way back. got freshen up... and than watched the haunting in connecticut.. its not tat scary but than yeah nice effect :D...... after the movied ended taught chilli to crochet a beanie. it was great since it had been a while i had crochet.... down wit the increases left wit the simple part... lol chilli looking forward to see tat beanie come to life....:D

a change in me

DASH

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sup went down to ecp to skim today tested out my new board its great...:D th weather was great,dame cooling it was like i was skimming in a cold country lol ... the waves were nice!!!
oh yeah tats wat v call our self...

planning to spend rest of the hols creating some new artwork its been months since i have come up wit something new.....

i am still not getting any inspiration, tat sadens me cause i dont really have a lot of time in my hand.... but some thing just came to my mind..hmmmm y not create something tat i am goin thru right not.. oh man tis totally sound dope.. i am already having idea coming in my mind... i am so glad i did tis post hahah..... so now lets see how all of tis artpieces come out hopefully they tell a story and hopefully i do full justice to em and hopefully i succeed in something i consider very fragile,special,beautiful something to give me tat xtra push,to keep me movtivated....

i have been getting tis from some of my friends"dash go for it man" and i am like yeah but aint e right time and i see there face are expression less, i guess they too are thinking witin them about it tooo.... v all must reflect on small little things,it will change ur perspective of looking at things in big way, it just makes u realize tat they r so many things in tis world tat v dont even bother to think of.

i am totally hopeing to bring all tis emotions in wat i am gonna come out. i am planning to use new medium as my background but for some of the pieces i am gonna stick to the plain old canvas:D

i fell like there i so much 4 me to accomplish, so much stuff to be done,so much things to care about. but tis doesn't sad-ens me, even thought i am felling the stress i am happy tat i have somethings to create. something i can say i did it, something i can truely love cause my whole heart is in it.

for me i cant fake it, if my heart is not in it, it just not there, i have tried many times to go against it but i have failed every single time. and now i dont bother doing it.....

...................I AIN'T FAKE WHEN MY HEARTS TOTALLY IN IT........................

the lost days

DASH

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ohhh man totally miss those past days back in sec3 v were having so much fun. nothing much to worry... its was fun all day long.... slacking in class going out to city after school. slacking at home. and than doing crazy things in class.....

wahh all tis happned in sec3 best time of my sec.school life..... than sec4 came v all got separated. liz went to TP, dan went to MDIS, leo went to canada, khair dint make it up wit us lol(shouldn't have took F&N man).

left was dhuha me and vick, bakhit and siyaddi were absent most of the time and than O levels no time for funnnnn.... totally dont regret wat v did in sec 3 lol it was just a blast. haha...

now my FB is flooded wit old pics liz is uploading em and i am gonna find more rare pics and upload em soon.......

BBBBaby I think I'm going CCCCrazy

DASH

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yea felling better todayyyy... was home in the morning. hmmm its not tat bad staying home on weekends lol. at 4 went out meet up wit dj then went down to imm bought supplies from there. after tat v headed to queensway initially was looking for nike dunks but dint really found anything tat i like. but ended up buying 2 cool t-shirts from DA-CAVE lol tat shop never fail attract me there is always something i find intresting there haha totally love the t-shirts even my grandma like em haha....

well tis is a great songggg nice lyrics and yah btw wayne ur the man hahahahahahah:D \

The Feeling - Never Be Lonely

People in love get fast and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
Never Be Lonely

BBBBaby I think I'm going CCCCrazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But they can bloody well just try it
Ill never be the same without you

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
Never Be Lonely

BBBBaby I think I'm going CCCCrazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But they can bloody well just try it
Ill never be the same without you

Never Be lonely
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its a perfect ans. to my previous post oh yeah!!!!!!!!

sleepless thinking

DASH

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ohh man :( down wit fever and sore throat. cant even sleep cause the movement i close my eyes i start thinking, thinking of how things are gonna turn up, y do i thing its not gonna be the way i think its gonna be.

but will still be +ve about it......

down wit fever, felling lonely:( hope i dream tonight cause they r the only things tat make me happy, they fulfill the emptiness

skimzzboard

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OH yeah totally a great day.... finally got my first fiber glass skimboard.... so dame happy cant wait to test it out tis weekend haha....

after i bought my board i was on the way to eat my dinner, when i saw dan at pasta mania. i was like wow man its been so long since i last saw him.. haha was so happy to see him.....

after tat went down to heeren billabong to get traction pads. than there was tis guy who was working there he came to assist us. he seemed to know about skimming he recommended us to get the right traction pad, than while paying dhuha asked him weather he skims??? and hes like yah. so dhuha asked watz ur name, he replied saying Aurthur.. after hearing tat dhuha is screemed at me saying "bro tis one aurthur la" i was like wow. aurthur is a pro. skimboader from singapore sponsored by poo skimboards. wat a stroke of luck!!! yeah and btw vr joining him to skim tis sunday. cant wait to learn from the pro..

cannn it occur soon, waits killing me