shame on me for letting my self down. i am up set at myself for not being wat i promised i would be. all tis while i planned and did stuff the way i thought i would do but when i came to the actual test. i failed myself i am really upset wit my self.

how to say, i fell tat i have let myself down. well at least i have learned something out of it....... life's experience.

i just fell like laughing at my self for making such a silly mistake or shall i say it was just a coincidence or just my bad luck. whatever the thing i will try to make it right....
some how liking the felling of being challenged by my own self i feel tat i am becoming more mature.

“Life is never easy for those who dream.”i came across tis quote few days back and when i read it i was like huh Y? but now i totally understand it.... but i wont let anything stop me from persuading my dream. cause if i dont than i shall fall in my own eyes.

gonna make it right and for tat gonna need lords help & all the strength i have.

MIND is the greatest stength, learn to use it wisely and u shall be saved.

oh man todays day was such an ass... the work is seriously boring but than ya $$$$$ coming in soon. i wanna enjoy.... was totally pissed at work at something i saw,read watever. i blasted out my anger on FB which i should have not done. makes me feel so guilty for doing it.... anyways i have deleted those shoutout:D

i should stop acting like a jerk when i am felling down. the thing is i know i am acting wierd and want to stop doing it but i cant.... but i dont wanna act like tat will force my self not to do it nextime... oh yeahhhhh


totally dint expected the day to be any better. but than its turned around.oh yeah man. went to daiso with yiqi to buy some stuff. on the way back to mrt i had a small conversation wit her tat made me forget all about things tat happened earlier in the day and than she sent me a sms wit some motivational words in it which totally turned my mood around for sad,sian tooooooooo :D,energatic and full of hope. oh yeah

it really cool how a few motivational word can change a persons mood around. thanks yiqi 4 being such a good friend and yah i am totally going for it, u know wat i mean :D

omgosh i won $$$$ again on radio on the dan and young show today. ok dont be jealous of me.... i call them until siao..... than get thought. they recognize me haha:D of course gonna say thanks to god and oh yeah LADY LUCK IS SHINING "BLING BLING" BRIGHT!!!!!!


as usual work was dame boring.. some more my chair is a bit broken tat make my right side to sink to one side lol my right butt hurts ahhhhhh.

well it was a great day. felling :D for a lot of reasons....




“Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue, and the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true”<3

oh yeah weekend...


work was boring but not stressful.....

for some reason the journey back home seemed very long. i dont know wat world i was lost in but i just fell like the time was passing at snail passe. the train seemed to be traveling slow even the bus was slow but i reached home earlier than normal....

i dont know wat world i was in writing tis i realized tat everything around me seen to be moving at normal passe but i was lost in time..... when i reached home i was like dame how come in am home early than normal....

its the first time tis has happened to me, writing tis i am still wondering wat it was' i am really fascinated my tis kinda things.... some how the past 2 days i have been felling happy even without me knowing it, its like i am just happy inside and i will randomly realize it and will forget it again...........

totally loving the way things are going right now, would like to have them become even better......

and yah totally realizing tat i am in love with.......................vintage and retro. an indie boy realizing his indieizm.... lets see how i will transform in the time to come.... something tells me tat i will become wat i always wanted to be "an indie"......

cool things happen when ur in ____.

oh man such a nice song and wat a perfect timing for me to find tis song totally agree with the lyrics and its a awesome song:D will be trying to learn to play it.....

Colbie Caillat - Fallin' For You

I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I'm fallin' for you

omg i cant belive it man i won $$$ again on da radio, on the shan and rozz show 987 fm....... wahhhhhhhhhhhh go happy, lady luck is shinning bright..... (thanks god).......

wat can i say more haha :D

oh yeah i won $52 and a packet of 3M next care Acne Patch



hahaha won it on the DAN $ YOUNG SHOW!!!!!. lol basically i called them tis morning and i was lucky enough to get through the phone. than i played the game and ended up winning 52 bucks.... i was so surprised haha <3 love 987FM <3.

lol work was so dame boring but yah i am so happy not for winning the $$$ but for something else also hehe:D so overall it was a nice day...............