the time between starting to like a girl and till you tell her you feelings is awesome.....


dont to conclusions in am not in love(even thought i want to be lol) just watched a awesome show called "Hear Me" its in chinese with eng. sub.

feel like talking so maybe i will write it out.

year 2 has been wonderful loads of work. but exciting work. with awesome results in the end. been realizing tat i have keep on talking a lot to my self. i like it. i dont mind not going out after school(live v used to do in year 1) i like the way i stay back in studio do work slack have some crazy times than keep on doing work.

studio look awesome now. really like it.

i feel a quietness in me. something tat i love. learning things thru experiences is so nice. v make our own choices. v start to see the wrong and write and we come up wit are own views tats so rewarding. hope great will it be if there were school where u were not taught the normal way. lesson are not in classrooms but outdoors. instead of the teacher teaching you she just guides you. every thing you learn is thru experience. i am thankful to god tat i am able to learn in the same way.

some how everything happens for a reason, never i had imagined tat i would be studying interior design here in singapore. everything from coming here to sg, to going thru sec. school and o levels and than to a poly was never planed. it just happened.

i think there is reason we(year 2 class mates) are here. all the ppl we meet in our life has a reason behind it. v learn a lot form each other.
if we filter of all the irrelevant stuff all tat is left is the good stuff
tis few days i dont feel like sleeping early i feel tat there is something missing and i keep on finding it when there no school work pushing me, but so far i dont even have a faint hint of wats missing. i only realized it after i typed it out.