isn't it surprising how life changes so fast. changes happen and v try to adapt. but they say in order to get wat u want u must resist the change if its taking away wat u want. but than i want to resist it, but i don't have the power to study and do tis both at e same time. i feel i am going were the flow is taking me. they say fight for wat u want i say is it worth, even thought u know its not meant for u..... but humans are complicated characters, sometimes they will do things which they know will hurt em.

now i start to see things even without dreaming. shall i call tis a good thing or something bad cause i would love to sleep and dream. i just feel so sad within, yet there are things tat make me happy..... i feel tat i am doing my assignments cause i need to do em i give em my 100% but my hearts not in it..