ohh goshh sometimes i wish i dint fall r u, its killing me day by day, but than if i dint things would be different. but i really want tis to end i want things to be the way i wanted them to be. sick and tired of the unknown... school starting in 2 days really looking forward to it.... just fell like changing my lifestyle i want to concentrate more on my studies and my body. i bloody hell will wack myself if i skip gym....

its deepavali today everyone at home r like in the festive mood but i am some how not i just dont fell it. its just not like the way it use to be back in hometown...

fuck i just hope Monday comes soon so i can get bombarded wit work so my mind wont wander her and there....

Have u ever cared so much tat it starts to hurt