Dashbodz

i am strong????

2010-05-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

Feel so much better after talking to her. i act strong try not to think bout it(yeah actually i hardly think bout her anymore) but sometimes i dread tat i can talk to her talk normal stuff like we used to do. but i dont i wanna keep the distance cause there is no point in doing tat. i see her on9 and i wait for her to talk i know she wont cause dont want to disturb me (at-least tat wat i think).
i feel the urge to talk but i dont cause i dont wan to disturb her too.

but today i talked after a long long time feel so much better. i cant believe tat its already been a year since e breakup. i gotta agree tat signal-hood is fun. no need to worry about things u just live your way. i dont even remember when was the 1yr breakup anniversary lol fail la still call it anniversary.. until she reminded me.

now i think back how ironic it is. back then i used to remember all the dates. the day i told her tat i like her than day of our first break up, the day of patch back, the day of second break up, the day of second patch back and many more of those. but toward the end it all changed it stopped caring about all this things i was so pissed. she would not remember all tis dates back then. but now she is one who remembers the dates. i was shocked to know tat she remembered it.

she said gg bb and i am like so fast bb
shes like fast ??
and i am like i mean so fast go off
and shes like yeah gotta go study
and i am like yeah study hard tc

hmm see hers the thing (must say in the travis mccoy voice from the beginning of e song clothes off) with a mutual break up. when a couple break up due to some problem they hate each other and they dotn wanna talk. but when u end because u know it might not work out or dont have time due to work/school etc. u end it in a mutual breakup. and tats damn weird cause u dont hate the person but u dont feel like talking to them either. so is it better if u end up in a ugly way. hmm maybe in a long term yeah cause u wont have tat feeling tat i might have worked did i hake the correct decision. i dont regret on my decision i feel tat it was little to much... but yeah still feel a lot better after talking:D

tat feeling

2010-05-14T10:29:00.000-07:00

the time between starting to like a girl and till you tell her you feelings is awesome.....

dont to conclusions in am not in love(even thought i want to be lol) just watched a awesome show called "Hear Me" its in chinese with eng. sub.

feel like talking so maybe i will write it out.

year 2 has been wonderful loads of work. but exciting work. with awesome results in the end. been realizing tat i have keep on talking a lot to my self. i like it. i dont mind not going out after school(live v used to do in year 1) i like the way i stay back in studio do work slack have some crazy times than keep on doing work.

studio look awesome now. really like it.

i feel a quietness in me. something tat i love. learning things thru experiences is so nice. v make our own choices. v start to see the wrong and write and we come up wit are own views tats so rewarding. hope great will it be if there were school where u were not taught the normal way. lesson are not in classrooms but outdoors. instead of the teacher teaching you she just guides you. every thing you learn is thru experience. i am thankful to god tat i am able to learn in the same way.

some how everything happens for a reason, never i had imagined tat i would be studying interior design here in singapore. everything from coming here to sg, to going thru sec. school and o levels and than to a poly was never planed. it just happened.

i think there is reason we(year 2 class mates) are here. all the ppl we meet in our life has a reason behind it. v learn a lot form each other.
if we filter of all the irrelevant stuff all tat is left is the good stuff
tis few days i dont feel like sleeping early i feel tat there is something missing and i keep on finding it when there no school work pushing me, but so far i dont even have a faint hint of wats missing. i only realized it after i typed it out.

PLUCKED

2010-04-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

ohhhh so much stuff happened.. dint even realized tat it almost the end of the holidays. enjoyed every single min. of the time spent at STPI. tis is wat i quoted on FB "Gonna miss everyone from STPI if i could i would work for more longer. we become friends so fast and one of the best places i have worked sofar.learnt a lot from everyone(specially mother plucker) got to know more ppl and made a lot good friends.i am gonna miss plucking,venice break,mashpotato workshop,and most of all gonna miss the PLUCKERS.really miss u all and hope to see u all soon" and i mean every word i said. never have i felt so connected ppl who i dint even know a month ago... its was just different some how everyone tat came in shared something in common and shared so much know knowledge.

when i came to know i was gonna work at stpi i was overjoyed. Now i miss the ppl there some much tat i cant stop thinking about it. wat amazes me is v dint even knew each other well all were stranger but with a few day v become like close friends and tat wat made the departing hard. my eyes are wet as i am writing tis cause i fell tat i truly miss all the ppl there. it was never meant to be such a long attachment but every friday it kept on extending and i would fell more happy every friday. at first i was happy cause of getting more $$$ but after a few days it was more about meeting the ppl again..

v learned so much from each other specially from mother plucker. being the "oldest" i mean youngest lol she really gave us a lot of view of different things.... v call our self the PLUCKERS.

i will miss the lovely time v passed plucking and talking about PAGE 2. wat a interesting place it would be if v were to have it. so many weird ideas came out of there and v shall never forget PAGE 2.

Will always remember the great times shared with janet,aklili,mu ming,mad,ps,miyuki,kelvin,stef,sophian,richard. miss u guys!!!

hope to see u all soon until than keep on PLUCKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eat Breath Sleep design

2010-03-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

Its just been awesome awesome for the past 4 days. i am suppose to be tired form working and stuff but no i am not everyday i fell more and more fresh and happy. i donno y but i guess its the whole good Vibe in STPI. its like i am not working but learning and never i have been so happy to learn and i am actually felling like learning more there are so many things to be explored... its like i am *eating breathing and sleeping design*.

i have learned so much within tis few days, made so many friends and learned to be patient and concentrated. its just awesome i am so so happy to be working there. and yah the law of attraction works. its like everyone down there is a artist or a designer and i think when creative minds come together they just send out good vibes.......... its just soo good to meet new ppl... talk to them just make me fell good. never in my life i have experienced tis before and tis might be the reason i am so excited.....

everybody is talking about either design, art or life and its just so awesome to hear such things... there is no gossip no nonsense talk. everyone's just there doing there thing and socializing at the same time....

If u wish for something hard enough than u will eventually get it might not be what u were exactly looking for but its the thing that u wanted

possession

2010-03-12T06:09:00.000-08:00

hmmm how does it fell to have no money to buy something u really want.... i fell sad, browsing thru cameras online looking at IT show adv. to make my self fell better. i might just not earn enough to get the camera i want, but lets just see how things work out. :( i really wanted it before

the orientation since i am one of the photographers and i fell very happy to be chosen to be a photographer. Photography is something i enjoy doing it just makes me happy. i am not really those technical guy in the sense tat very particular about the equipment. just make things work with what u have... really happy tat when i told chilli about be being the photographer and not having the money to buy a new camera she immediately offered to lend me her camera. seriously i was so relived after hearing tat cause in the back of my head all tis while i was worried tat i might not have a proper camera to take pictures.... at least i dont have to worry bout tat.... she was even naive enough to say "if u dont mind using my camera" cause i always disturb her for buying a Sony..... but i am kinda getting the hang of it after using her cam for few times.....

i know tis should not be bothering me at all cause but its bothering me cause i was put my skills to test and lately i have seen some improvement in myself and the reason y i am so excited for the Orientation is tat i will be able to reconfirm my self about wat i have learned.

and if i succeed in tat than i will be very very happy........

oooow vday ahhhhh

2010-02-13T09:03:00.000-08:00

sup yeah ironic that i only got time to post on valentines day haha tat explains everything(about not posting for about a month) well anyways it Vday and yeah aint no felling sad. in fact i am quiet normal(should i be acting abnormal???? huh???)

hmmmmmmm wat shall i type.......

u see i got really to talk i mean yeah there is a lot to talk but just .. i wanna forget the past cause there nothing in there i mean nothing really happened.. and the future seems to be... be..be... uncertain? great? awesome? stress? fun? u see where i am going i am really thinking of more happy things for the future well yeah tats good.....

u see saturday's are like slack at home day. kinda love it but hate the guilty feeling of not completing work, but than yeah i manage to create something new on saturdays tats good i mean tat could be a good routine huh huh ....correct haha yeahhh.

this past few days been having the feeling of taking pictures like just go out and snap.. its just makes me happy well who know i might just go later haha is it wrong to celebrate vday alone? is it is it??? well does not really matters as long u have fun and who knows todays vday i might just find someone lol now tats awesome yah u see i am still dreaming lol

hmm yeah tis is my twentyten Valentines Day poster.

wat a great way to start

2010-01-24T04:58:00.000-08:00

omg first post of the year and yet it took me 25 days to do it but yeah still really busy with school work.

well in the middle of rough seas now tons of Hw and grams of time....

A lot of thing happened i dint even realized tat i had been so busy tat i dint even bothered to hang out and chill. my lunch are not actually lunch they are more like a quick trip to canteen or takeaways. cant really see wats happens around me its just to many thing to do. but i am liking it its a nice CHANGE*

got myself new phone samsung omnia pro. loving it and its camera's doing great, dint expected it to be so good.... and yah my cam sorta broke the lcd casing screws are all coming loose... its days are coming to an end soon. :( its a great camera been wit me on a lot of lonely trips and learned a lot from it.

Also got a kodak instamatic 76x from thieves market at rock bottom price of eight bucks. loving the fact that my cam collection is growing. i bet barbanas is gonna be happy. haha yet to show him my ensign ful-vue....

seems tat a lot of ideas are coming out from my head just hoping more idea for interior design come out... but yah am always happy when there are new things to try.

loving the fell now i have switched on my orange light and nothing goes well more than slow indie music perfect to relax and enjoy the breeze.

taken with my hpcam while spinning on the chair awesome!!!

love the fact tat i made tis post fell so much better

New year:D

2009-12-31T07:52:00.000-08:00

OH YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Welcome Twenty-ten* hope tis year is gonna be a great year..

well so how did i celebrated my 31st... haha yeah alone since everyone was busy and had the planed the 31st earlier:D its good to see ppl celebrate new year wit there family and friends.... well for me i totally felt like i was on my own. i mean i was but yah.

i am not tat sort of person who will sit at home and get bored i mean nothing wrong wit going out alone. u get to know ur self better and when u have a camera wit u than no worries about company. i mean i totally enjoy going out wit my camera....

so wat i did today???

well to start off the day and as a reward to myself i got the totally awesome uber cool 1950's ttv camera. really really really happy to own it:D its all the way from france even thought it was produced in england.

i decided to watch Avatar (3D) cause seats in bulk where never available and perfect to for me to catch it before it goes off e cinema.... well well i remember saying tat wtf is tis(avatar) when i saw the trailer. than when i heard tat its been making for 10yrs i was holy cow tats gotta be something..... welll yes its was awesome i mean the amount of detail tat is put in is just awesome.i felt 3hrs was still short for the movie i wanted it to be longer lol.

to all e ppl who haven't watched it yet. go and catch it before its gone. watch it in 3D totally worth it.

OHH yah had my lunch at the Kopitiam at PS the indo food there is awesome they had long queue outside the stall.....

movie was at 5pm so in between i went to sunshine plaza to get film. got a 120mm for my new cam:D guy at thirtysix36 was nice. good customer service :D

haha having fun on the way back to PS

lol tis guy was weird he was wearing weird looking shades and was walking a bit funny so i decided to snap a pic. when i saw the pic on my comp i was like damn tats funny wth was tat guy doing in the middle of the road.

then came back to ps watched movie again awesome show haha.

when i came out i was amazed by the lights(decoration). i went until orchard central to take pictures:D.. walked back to ps donnow y when i could have just took a bus from orchard central. haha got my self a caramel frap.

took 14 to suntec city and walked to esplanade omg the area there full of security and its ultra crowded. i entered the area inside esplanade and to my surprise. there where huge groups of ppl sitting on the floor i mean the whole area was covered wit ppl. i was like damn cant even take a decent shot. so decide to go back home cause after midnight the trains gonna be overloaded......

btw full moon today they say it happens only once in 19 yrs so the last time it happened was when i was born :D

Full album at>>>http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=135356&id=812790797&l=89f4bcadcc

tis happens to me a lot of time when walking my eyes meet wit someones eyes and tats for a split second i always wonder wats going on in tat persons mind during tat split second?

btw new year resolution... i know wats it ready.... i am going to try to be more open minded open to more crazy ideas. try to enjoy more hopefully find a GF and appreciate the little things:D

and yah once again Happy New Year to everyone.let us all hope tat Twenty-Ten will be be a wonderful and romantic year for everyone..

wats missing

2009-12-30T07:07:00.000-08:00

went down to thieves market for the first time. lol my dad had asked me not to go there haha its kinda scary but they have like allll the stuff there lol.... went also for a mini photo session wit my old $5 semi-digi cam. lol nice experience:D
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=135009&id=812790797&l=da8b05c73d

been thinking about new year resolutions. but seriously nothing coming to my mind. dont wanna sound cheesy or despo. but really hopeing to find some one nice. cause i am not liking the e way it is now:( i want someone who i can talk to. its not tat i dont have friends its just tat i need someone who i can be me,the crazy me ,the funny me,the serious me,:(

tmr will try to post my new year resolutions hopefully by tmr i know wat i need to do for next year.

getting back

2009-12-27T17:16:00.000-08:00

OMG i finally dreamed after so many months ahhhhhhhhh its just awesome to be back to normal lol yeahhh!!! :D haha chilli u know who it is lol:D

Xmas wishlist 09

2009-12-23T23:33:00.001-08:00

dwelling in the past

2009-12-23T10:15:00.000-08:00

i just dont know wats needed to be done. i feel more and more tat i am trying not to find wats bothering me cause i kinda know wats bothering me. but i dont want to start thinking about tat.

wat do u think i there a time set in future for thing to happen. i cant even concentrate on one thing while thinking to write tis. u know wat does tat suggest. well if i knew the answer to tat i wont be like tis now...............

suddenly staring at blank space it weird. and suddenly stopping and staring at ur screen but ur actually not staring at the screen. ur lost within ur self. does tat happen to u. wat does it mean.

dwelling in the past* after i read it on larry's FB its being repeating in backoff my head continually.

some times i feel like tat it will go on for ever.

there was tis bench tat i wanted to show u but not i stopped visiting it. but i have always imagined of showing it to u and trying to visualize the expression on ur face.

when i was young i was certain of wat going to happen i was foolish , now everything's uncertain.

yes!!!

2009-12-15T08:22:00.001-08:00

ohhhhhh yeahhhhhh !!!! hahaha felt likei talked to u(my ex) after zillion years lol even if it was like after 4-5 months but still yeah. the whole day was not really a perfect day dint really felt tat happy even thought v made cool structures in school, even the train and bus ride home i was zoned out. lol and when i came on9 i saw ur name at the ppl online column of my yahoo email web-page. i was like wooooooooo!!!!!!! haha i am actually screaming woooo!!!! now lol wah suddenly not such a bad day anymore.. haha :D

hmm to e ppl reading tis yeah u!!!! u know who ur are. haha yeah u all tis does not mean i am going back with my ex ok lol

btw it would be awesome if a ticket to mumbai would fall down form the sky. its winter and yeah wat a great time to visit i bet i will be the happiest guy :D

I am just on the other side of the Ferris wheel

all tat matters

2009-12-06T08:34:00.000-08:00

isn't it surprising how life changes so fast. changes happen and v try to adapt. but they say in order to get wat u want u must resist the change if its taking away wat u want. but than i want to resist it, but i don't have the power to study and do tis both at e same time. i feel i am going were the flow is taking me. they say fight for wat u want i say is it worth, even thought u know its not meant for u..... but humans are complicated characters, sometimes they will do things which they know will hurt em.

now i start to see things even without dreaming. shall i call tis a good thing or something bad cause i would love to sleep and dream. i just feel so sad within, yet there are things tat make me happy..... i feel tat i am doing my assignments cause i need to do em i give em my 100% but my hearts not in it..

wats now

2009-11-27T06:29:00.000-08:00

even thought there is nothing wrong now i just feeling the lack of<3....

i am not thinking about anyone, its kinda weird to me cause.... i have never been tis way there was always tat someone to think of... right now only thing tats on my mind are assignments...

*when v see the light v let go of the darkness. only the unfortunate find tat light was like a mirage in a desert.*

^^^tis is something tat i thought off. today and i think its cool it just came to my mind..... maybe i will try to come up wit some art work wit related to tis..

if u dont understand the quote above feel free to ask me, will be more than happy to explain it to u :D

i aint coming back

2009-11-22T06:32:00.000-08:00

never do any HW over the weekend hais just dont have the mood to work....

friday went to watch paranormal activity.. hmmm the movie ok ok la not tat great not tat bad somewhere in between.......

saturday was fun, first time eating steam boat..... celebrated yiqi's 18th bday :D
when to flea mania and fashionista 5 flea none of em were good :( than had starbuck went to FEP chilli yiqi and jess. got temp.tats on there necks lol :D

hmm lazy to upload pics. check FB for pics
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=125262&id=812790797&l=3737d361f8

is missing someone u dont even know weird

ooooo coincidence

2009-11-19T07:51:00.000-08:00

was it a coincidence!!!!!

i was getting off the bus near my house when i saw a girl reading the Romance vol.2 (btw i am reading vol.1 lol) i was like wow!!!

than she got down at e same stop as me than i thought she was behind me walking but when i turned around she was not there lol. than happen to take same lift. lol wat a coincidence right??? same bus same stop same book same lift same block lol........... btw i dint really saw her face well... ahhh fool of me lol...

haha isn't it fun when stuff like tis happens, cuts u off ur daily routine and make u wonder:D ... btw i am really enjoying Romance vol.1.... i like to read books cause they make me think. and i especially like love stories cause they somehow make me happy and some times makes me wonder....
but its the feeling of realizing something is great!!!!!!!!! :D

all the things

2009-11-18T08:34:00.000-08:00

been busy wit school work, work load keeps on coming in like free stuff.....

Saturday was awesome best skimming session so far really caught great waves.

hmm yesterday went to watch 2012 wit bel,chilli,yiqi,jess,xue ee,rachel.. nice movie hmmm not really like awesome but maybe cause i had high expectations but overall dint disappointing me:D

today went to Art friend to get material :D

hmm i bought a book today ROMANCE volume 1..... tis is the first time i bought a book and even though its kinda ex$20 for a local book i dont find it ex nor do i find it cheap. its just like i cant see e price i just want to read it... i am changing!!!!!!

wanted to write tis but happend to talk to bel about it so i am jsut gonna post the conversation.

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:38:34 PM)
hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey

The curly hair guy says: (10:38:43 PM)
hieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

The curly hair guy says: (10:38:44 PM)
lol

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:38:51 PM)
hahah

The curly hair guy says: (10:39:08 PM)
lol watz up wit the hey's haha

The curly hair guy says: (10:39:13 PM)
wat time u reached?

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:39:43 PM)
hmmmm

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:39:45 PM)
i think about 10

The curly hair guy says: (10:40:51 PM)
ohhh i reached at 10.15 and in e train i was ready e book than i dint knew tat jurong east came than when a lot of ppl got out i was huh where am i lol than i rushed out

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:41:29 PM)
hows the book?

The curly hair guy says: (10:42:12 PM)
so far its good i just like the fact they it opens up ur mind and than u start to look at things in diff. prespective

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:42:26 PM)
cool

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:42:27 PM)
haha

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:42:33 PM)
someone in love uh*

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:42:33 PM)
hahaha

The curly hair guy says: (10:45:34 PM)
lol nope i am not in love , i think i have changed from wat i used to be last time when i liked someone i would be so bothered by it... but than i just dont feel the same way, lol and btw right now there is no one who i think i will have a crush on lol..

The curly hair guy says: (10:46:23 PM)
its just tat after reading these books i feel so happy...

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:49:20 PM)
thats great to hear:)

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:49:42 PM)
yknow, sometimes i feel, its better to have crushes then to be in a relationship

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:49:46 PM)
dont you agree

The curly hair guy says: (10:52:08 PM)
hmmm i not really la i a way having crush is fun i mean the mystrey of not knowing if the person like u or not is fun in a way.. but than i rather be in a relation cause....

The curly hair guy says: (10:52:22 PM)
hmmm i really dont know wats after cause

The curly hair guy says: (10:53:10 PM)
i just i dont know wats relationship is it the comittment or is it the time v spend together

The curly hair guy says: (10:54:55 PM)
ppl are so botherd by the fact tat ur not commited i mean as long u are enjoying the company than everythings good... but yeah trust is one big thing....

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:55:40 PM)
kinda true:)

christabel--@hotmail.com says: (10:55:49 PM)
just enjoy life to the fullest:)
The curly hair guy says: (10:56:18 PM)
yeah shit happens in between but than remember the good things..

Is it possible to miss someone u dont know

it goes on.......

2009-11-13T07:16:00.000-08:00

oooo busy day!!!! LIZ thanks for the gift i like it :D . so basically i meet her tis morning at lakeside mrt. she gave me my bday gift :D.. than she took the same train as me since she was going to bishan soo good i got company to school... and even better she came to school eat mac breakfast :D lol i was late to meet bel at class haha but its really been long since i really meet liz.. was nice to catch up wit old friend :D......

hmmm than she left at 10.30 and i went to class and then form there onwards its all work been really working on my stage design.... everyone seemed so stressed and rushing for work....

ooo daily inspiration

2009-11-09T16:26:00.000-08:00

ahhh saw her on todays daily inspiration on abduzeedo.... ooo aint she pretty hahhahaha same glasses :D {beautiful eyes}

birthday post

2009-11-09T08:04:00.000-08:00

yeahh my Bday today .... last night my momma said to me to be happy and dont say any negative thing on my bday, and i think tat touched my heart, so i decided to be happy the whole day and i really feel good.

firstly BIG BIG thanks to all the ppl who called me, FBed me and personally wished me. u all really made my day. Also special thanks to all the ppl who got me e cake:D.. yeah JJ happy bday too man:D...

super special thanks to LIZ for being the only one to msg me e 12 o clock mark... she never fails to msg me at midnight on my bday:D thanks liz

also i wont deny e fact tat i missed my ex .... hmm thanks 4 wishing ... nothing much...

well school was long today 12.5 hrs lol jj and me were kinda complaining tat y out of all the day does it have to be a Monday lol .... and yeah jj came all the way until JE than took the train back thanks mannnn:D

would also like to give a BIG thanks to my parents,bro and grandma.... u all really are a great family. i am irritating most of the time but u all tahan me :D

my momma got cake 4 me and it was nice. thanks 4 e short and sweet celebration, all tat matters is tat v all are happy together :D

e cake

present from bro. thanks man love it:D

i feel tat i have grown, i must act more maturely now, 19 yrs have passed by so fast specially the past 6 yrs alot of things changed :D

overall was a nice day...... and now must spent the whole of tmr(tue) doing hw hahah:D

trying to catch up..

2009-11-08T05:11:00.000-08:00

its really been a while since i last blog, been super busy wit sch work, in fact right now i still have a pile of hw to complet but really right not i am felling so sian... ohh gosh so many ideas to generate killing my brain cells.

anyways update time!!!!

hmmm so last weekwas jam packed wit stuff had to take glam shot for design studio lol went down wit yiqi,jess,chilli to take pics. lol the whole day gloomy and i was feeling so in confident cause i really dint knew how to take glam shots. jess seemed to more enthusiastic on tat day she really took the initiative to take nice pics. hmmm went down on second day again to take pic dint had jess. wit us tis time bell joined us . lol even worse than 1st day took very little pics.. hais and on friday there was the "major presentation" hais really v all dint did tat good. hmmm i think exceptions are really high, but than tats e only way to improve.... so just have to keep on working hard and improving...........

Saturday hais been trying to finish work but just cant, yiqi and chilli couldn't make it for the flea:( than jess was not picking up her phone lol. made me more sian i thought it was all canceled and i was rotting at home luckily jess contacted me at 5 pm and i was like yeahhhh finally :D than rushed out and meet jess at 6.30 and went down to 8Q lol took some time to find it.. but once we were there it was fun!!!! gotta say FLEA-TIGUE was cool and nicely organized. love the wall projector coolll . great stuffffff hmmm next i will avoid big bags at flea. lol so hard to walk ..... haha jess first time at flea and she like it... she got 2 dressed and a necklaces.. nicezzzzz and i got a wallet and 2 camerazzzz a pocket cam110mm and a yashica 35-ME 35mm yeah totally love em....

hmm went down to MS after tat ate at KFC lol very hard to find electric plug haha.. hmmm sat there and did work my videos dont work on windows too lol atleast jess finished her photoshop hw. hmm had starbucks ooooo nice nice haha lol i missed the last train wat 12pm so no choice had to take bus luckly i saw 51, ran to take it. lol the bus smelled like it was dipped in wine. i bet half the ppl in were drunk scaryyyyy..... than when e 51 went inside the interchange i saw the last 334 go out wth. so had to take taxi kena$7 but better than take taxi form city hall :D......... so ovealll was great great day reached home at 1.30pm :D

our Starbucks.....

love tis RETRO feel.....

the girl at the flea help us take tis ,soooo cool

ooo today i thought will be better but than no change so bored so much HW ahhhhhhhhhhh hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha:D tmr birthzzzzday yeahh!!!

unexpected encounter

2009-10-31T08:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was great great day. it started out wit stress over my head. morning was rushing for school work but than as the day went on it got better.

so in the morning went to school 4 studio. was behind time lol but managed to pass up on time... after tat was suppose to go out but than no one was there chili was going out wit her bf and yiqi wit her friend so only ppl left were me rachel and xue ee v tried searching for movies but no timings were right.. so decided not to watch any movie.

hmm i was determined to go east coast to relax. got on train wit jess at yck than went down to bedok and than took bus to ecp.... v bought milkshake and sat at the break water. really it was relaxing. jess gave me e idea to sketch the view. i tried to sketch and really was dame relaxed.... i was so mesmerized wit the waves they look so beautiful made me wanna jump in the sea. dint really got to see sunset cause it was blocked my clouds lol but than nvm it was really nice to just go down there and relax.... took pic wit my holga 4 e first time :D next time i will take a pic of...... ok:D

ohhh v really took alot of pic 242 to be precise. jess did a good job as taking nice shots :D
v left ecp at 645pm and went back to bugis to eat and than wanted to go haji lane. but than it started raining and there was no pizzzzza hut in bugis junction.. soo v went to PS had to write our name in the waiting list.........
ooooooo v ordered LAVA crust our fav. v tried the seafood pizza(ocean catch) 4 the first time, it was nice even though the topping kept on falling of on every single bit haha... v also had drumsticks for appetizers :D

after tat meet yiqi and chilli, went down to kfc were chilli and her bf had there late dinner and v spammed on the pics lol...

than i and jess went back off first :D managed to get home before 1am yeahhhh

totally miss yesterday and all the FB pics r liked haha cause they all are nice:D

...Hidden words between lines...

in a crazy world

2009-10-27T07:38:00.000-07:00

how to react when a girl knocks into u in a bus when e bus suddenly stop. if u smile politely she may think ur perv. if u give her angry face she may think how arrogant u r.

beeen super busy wit work 4 e past few days. meeting deadlines = working day and night. stressed.
there r so many things in my mind but there is so much work tat i dont have enough time 4 them. but i dont want to neglect them, i try to give them some time when ever i can, i should really find some time to sit by the sea and watch the sunset it will really make me fell better.

Dreamz dreamz dreamz seems like my whole like is linked wit them...... i cant get ur face off my mind its asking me for help. i have choose not to go wit my dream tis time but there is tis little thing tats bugging me...

i am finding myself more and more lonely now, i am only try to meet school hw deadline. and tat the only thing i am doing.... i want to stencil, watch movies, go out, stay back in class and slack i wanna do all tis but i cant, i am bound to my work........ i am finding tat i am living a wierd life now.. i feel tat there is something tat i need to find out but i dont know wat it is, maybe time will reveal. but tis something is really bugging me, i need to talk to someone who can understand me and not make fun out of it.

i cant get ur face out of my mind!!!

they aint gonna come...

2009-10-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

cant tend to do my studio pro. hw hais i must do it....

so than things are really changing. but i still dont know wats happening to me i look normal but i know i am not cause i am now filled wit so much confusion tat i cant even process anything. so i just end up looking normal doing my normal things........ the day i am out of tis i tell u i am gonna be something diff. and i am waiting to see tat day cause its gonna be something special.......

i posted it few days back

so than look back at tis it set me thinking is tis thing really true. maybe for now its not true but than i choose to believe in it. cause v all live by a hope..

the best thing about tis part of my life was tat i came up some nice quotes like

dreamz tat matter come to life
and u thought i smiled
can u lose something u never had?

hmm not really much but i totally like em. i guess i have grown but than stuck somewhere. i just wonder how things changes as time flys by there was i time when i was so much in love wit my ex and here i am almost forgetting her bday. i am so glad tat it dint ended in a ugly ways.... hais leave tat alone tat was the past.....

i find my self repeating but than nothing changes wat happend wat was there. u try ur best to makes things happen in the future.

some times just think tat i am typing senseless things cause they dont have any link wit each other .....haisss yyyyyyy ........ another day of school tmr another day of life. same routine same thoughts.........

should i

2009-10-20T08:10:00.000-07:00

so than, its happening the changes happening. started my gym routine form today, my weight stands at 76.3kg now lets see how things go i will try to update every week i am planing to loose a kg/week. maybe tats too ambitious but than i had done tat in the past so i dont see a problem y i cant do it tis time. all i need to do is stick to routine.

as u can see i am trying to keep myself busy wit things so tat i dont think of it* toomuch hopefully i will be able to forget it over it soon cause the faster it happens the more comfortable i fell, right now i am still in the mist of things but i think i am getting over it fast.... still felling guilty for treating someone the way they dint deserved to be treated.. will try my best not to do tat..

wat was so great about last week 3 of my friends got attached... lol i should have tried my luck last week lol jking. anyways its gone so....

had a short chat wit liz about tis and than she like "dash ur the last one on the despo list" lol she meant all my sec3 clique mates r attached now.. lol i am the last one hais haha..... but liz i aint despo now i have changed maybe i was but tat was few yrs back was childish back then.

i close my eyes and i fell peace full and the first thing tat came to my mind is how its gonna be from now on, how i am gonna be able to change witout hurting the ppl i love. i am already guilty for hurting someone... i wont let it happen .. but than i close my eyes again and than i fell sad. its filled wit silence. and when i ask the same question now i get no answer back.. pls atleast give me a NO. my minds resisting the change but than i wont let tat happen if not i will lose my self a great ******.

stupidity has i own rules

2009-10-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

ohhhh f**cking gosh dint wanted to blog today but than i have no where to go now... school started today nothing seems changed in school everything is the same way it used to be. i guess than its time for me to change. i am glad tat i have hw to do had so much to say but than i forgot wat was in my head hais tis is something diff. i am going thru, i am being very clam and tat not normal. i hope it dont kills me within.

i hate it when i treat ppl badly, and even hate it more when they dont deserve to be treated badly... but than i dont know wat to do...

omg even the thought of it makes me wanna cry and every time i try to push it away and try to fill tat space wit some random thought but than again it come back and than the process repeats...
hais i cant believe i just cried wit seabears-hands remember playing in the background. ohhhhh goshhhh i cant affort to break down tis way..........

maybe in the future when i read tis post again i will think how stupid i was, but than i say No its not being stupid its doing wat ut heart fell is right at tat exact movement, the time..... it a phrase of life love every part of it.

v create our own story

pls change it

2009-10-16T21:54:00.000-07:00

ohh goshh sometimes i wish i dint fall r u, its killing me day by day, but than if i dint things would be different. but i really want tis to end i want things to be the way i wanted them to be. sick and tired of the unknown... school starting in 2 days really looking forward to it.... just fell like changing my lifestyle i want to concentrate more on my studies and my body. i bloody hell will wack myself if i skip gym....

its deepavali today everyone at home r like in the festive mood but i am some how not i just dont fell it. its just not like the way it use to be back in hometown...

fuck i just hope Monday comes soon so i can get bombarded wit work so my mind wont wander her and there....

Have u ever cared so much tat it starts to hurt

hais......

2009-10-15T10:51:00.000-07:00

wat a pack day, so many things, so little time........... dint knew designing website can be so tierding .. i designed the graphics and yiqi did the website... kudos to her she did a great job in arranging all the things in the website..... & kudos to the model too couldn't be the same wit out her... oh yeah today our official launch day of our website www.millimodz.weebly.com (do check it out guys & support us).

hmmm went shopping wit vick. went down to ion got my levis signature jeans, than went around far east , left foot has so little variety lol.... haha than got my shoes form near peni. loving em...

come back home only to hear from yiqi the sad news bout chilli, suddenly not so excited about the things i bought.. really felling vey sad bout... chilli dont worry v will earn back all the stuff gone :)

{everything happen for a reason}

than on msn bombarded wit ppl talking about tmr outing, hais liz not coming. hopefully the rest come...

omg and have i fallen back or i am i just an dumb or i am i still on the right track. o gosh i hope all the decisions i make are correct....
time to say tis quote out which i love to follow by "Timings everything".... i failed once but i aint gonna let tat happen again but right now i am stuck on a thin rope. if i fall <<< tis side i may fall way down but if i fall >>> tis side i may land safely. the worst thing is i cant choose where i want to fall, all i ca do they most is try my best not to fall <<< tis side .....

not done my part

2009-10-11T21:24:00.001-07:00

hais :( as a photographer i fell very ashamed of my self tat i was not able to take care of my model...... i failed again to wat i had promised :(

its just there

2009-10-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

hmmm dint really felt like blogging but than now i just felling like bloging, so here i am..... hmm the day was fine nothing really special..... other than coming to know a wierd dream.. seriously its really random and yah its not gonna happen any time soon (lol tis goes to e person who had e dream and told me lol)

5ppl wit one same thing can it be wrong?????

found tis really nice quote online
"Dreams are answers to questions we haven't yet figured out how to ask"
hmm tat make me wonder if tats true..... but i aint have any answer for tat, i am still wondering bout it, but one things for sure the quote has lived up to its meaning up till now, and i hope remains to do so in the future.......................................

lost in the wilderness

2009-10-10T21:06:00.000-07:00

awesome day yesterday, even though it was raining in the morning v managed to complete our task... lol first time chilli was not late haha:D.... so since it was raining in the morning v had no choice but w8 for it to go.. but in e mean time v managed to get the indoor shots 4 the website.... i think they turned out great for a first try... should improve in the next shoot...
oh yah almost forgot v had fun wit the photobooth new effect yeah!!!

tis photo is a illusion oh yeah!!!

had lunch at the mac near my house, believe it or not it was my first time eating lunch there. i don't really go there lol. after tat took bus to location XXX... and tats were the magic begins, the atmosphere was perfect it had just finished raining so all the trees were FRESH!!! it was so green.... took some to get the hang of the location,camera... but after few shots v were having no difficulties, even thought my camera started to act a bit wired, but yeah still love her, she never fails to give me great pictures :D ..... there was a lot of uphill climbing. haha but than i was totally fun. totally had the felling of being in da woods... best of all there very few ppl... so no by-watcher to worry about... and yah v saw i a monkey and monitor lizard haha the monkey was so chilled out lol first he was drinking water than he just went off i some random direction and yeah he had a long tail ....

end of the day so tired, v took cab back home lol.... bought bubble tea on the way back. got freshen up... and than watched the haunting in connecticut.. its not tat scary but than yeah nice effect :D...... after the movied ended taught chilli to crochet a beanie. it was great since it had been a while i had crochet.... down wit the increases left wit the simple part... lol chilli looking forward to see tat beanie come to life....:D

a change in me

2009-10-08T06:16:00.000-07:00

sup went down to ecp to skim today tested out my new board its great...:D th weather was great,dame cooling it was like i was skimming in a cold country lol ... the waves were nice!!!
oh yeah tats wat v call our self...

planning to spend rest of the hols creating some new artwork its been months since i have come up wit something new.....

i am still not getting any inspiration, tat sadens me cause i dont really have a lot of time in my hand.... but some thing just came to my mind..hmmmm y not create something tat i am goin thru right not.. oh man tis totally sound dope.. i am already having idea coming in my mind... i am so glad i did tis post hahah..... so now lets see how all of tis artpieces come out hopefully they tell a story and hopefully i do full justice to em and hopefully i succeed in something i consider very fragile,special,beautiful something to give me tat xtra push,to keep me movtivated....

i have been getting tis from some of my friends"dash go for it man" and i am like yeah but aint e right time and i see there face are expression less, i guess they too are thinking witin them about it tooo.... v all must reflect on small little things,it will change ur perspective of looking at things in big way, it just makes u realize tat they r so many things in tis world tat v dont even bother to think of.

i am totally hopeing to bring all tis emotions in wat i am gonna come out. i am planning to use new medium as my background but for some of the pieces i am gonna stick to the plain old canvas:D

i fell like there i so much 4 me to accomplish, so much stuff to be done,so much things to care about. but tis doesn't sad-ens me, even thought i am felling the stress i am happy tat i have somethings to create. something i can say i did it, something i can truely love cause my whole heart is in it.

for me i cant fake it, if my heart is not in it, it just not there, i have tried many times to go against it but i have failed every single time. and now i dont bother doing it.....

...................I AIN'T FAKE WHEN MY HEARTS TOTALLY IN IT........................

the lost days

2009-10-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

ohhh man totally miss those past days back in sec3 v were having so much fun. nothing much to worry... its was fun all day long.... slacking in class going out to city after school. slacking at home. and than doing crazy things in class.....

wahh all tis happned in sec3 best time of my sec.school life..... than sec4 came v all got separated. liz went to TP, dan went to MDIS, leo went to canada, khair dint make it up wit us lol(shouldn't have took F&N man).

left was dhuha me and vick, bakhit and siyaddi were absent most of the time and than O levels no time for funnnnn.... totally dont regret wat v did in sec 3 lol it was just a blast. haha...

now my FB is flooded wit old pics liz is uploading em and i am gonna find more rare pics and upload em soon.......

BBBBaby I think I'm going CCCCrazy

2009-10-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

yea felling better todayyyy... was home in the morning. hmmm its not tat bad staying home on weekends lol. at 4 went out meet up wit dj then went down to imm bought supplies from there. after tat v headed to queensway initially was looking for nike dunks but dint really found anything tat i like. but ended up buying 2 cool t-shirts from DA-CAVE lol tat shop never fail attract me there is always something i find intresting there haha totally love the t-shirts even my grandma like em haha....

well tis is a great songggg nice lyrics and yah btw wayne ur the man hahahahahahah:D \

The Feeling - Never Be Lonely

People in love get fast and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
Never Be Lonely

BBBBaby I think I'm going CCCCrazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But they can bloody well just try it
Ill never be the same without you

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
Never Be Lonely

BBBBaby I think I'm going CCCCrazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But they can bloody well just try it
Ill never be the same without you

Never Be lonely
-----------------------------

its a perfect ans. to my previous post oh yeah!!!!!!!!

sleepless thinking

2009-10-02T06:23:00.001-07:00

ohh man :( down wit fever and sore throat. cant even sleep cause the movement i close my eyes i start thinking, thinking of how things are gonna turn up, y do i thing its not gonna be the way i think its gonna be.

but will still be +ve about it......

down wit fever, felling lonely:( hope i dream tonight cause they r the only things tat make me happy, they fulfill the emptiness

skimzzboard

2009-10-01T09:16:00.000-07:00

OH yeah totally a great day.... finally got my first fiber glass skimboard.... so dame happy cant wait to test it out tis weekend haha....

after i bought my board i was on the way to eat my dinner, when i saw dan at pasta mania. i was like wow man its been so long since i last saw him.. haha was so happy to see him.....

after tat went down to heeren billabong to get traction pads. than there was tis guy who was working there he came to assist us. he seemed to know about skimming he recommended us to get the right traction pad, than while paying dhuha asked him weather he skims??? and hes like yah. so dhuha asked watz ur name, he replied saying Aurthur.. after hearing tat dhuha is screemed at me saying "bro tis one aurthur la" i was like wow. aurthur is a pro. skimboader from singapore sponsored by poo skimboards. wat a stroke of luck!!! yeah and btw vr joining him to skim tis sunday. cant wait to learn from the pro..

cannn it occur soon, waits killing me

Dancing in the Moonlight

2009-09-30T06:11:00.000-07:00

the train rides back home are so lonely yet inspiring cause i try to sketch in my book... and come up some cool stuff.

right not grooving to Dancing in the Moonlight its a nice song.....

somethings are right in front of u, its a matter of time u realize tat its there :D
been in a great mood tis whole evening. hope it remains tis. nothing bothers me now, trained my self to stay calm and not think too much oh yeah....:D

ohh yeah just finished editing, did some text effect... came up wit tis quote today in da train on e way back home:D.....

*(CLICK IMAGE TO VIEW FUL VIEW)*
dreamz tat matter come to life cause v try to make them come to life & all tat matters is u follow ur dreamz......

not really happy wit the effect but will visit it again when i have free time in hand..

silence........

2009-09-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

*deep silence witin to savor the happyness*

omgosh it happen again, it like i enter a diff. state of mind. on the way back home from work i went down to popular i entered the cd section. i was there like for 30+ min browsing cds... i dint really realize tat i had entered the calm state.... it was just me, the soft music and the cds.... on my way out the siren buzzed at the door. insted of panicking i jsut stood there checked my pockets and went thought the door again tis time it dint buzz(stupid buzzer anyhow buzz).

when i was at the door i was still in the calm state i remember seeing around, no one was looking at me it felt very dreamy, lol i even saw a guy buy 20 naruto comic at on shot lol... i was like wtf am i dreaming but than i jsut continued browsing cds... i realize tat whenever i am in tis "calm state" i slow down i all ways i fell like i am floating and gliding across the floor. but everything around me is going on at normal pase...... hmm i wass in tis clam state until i reached home and than after i had my dinner i was back to normal :D

lol v stamped ourself haha vr sample pieces one of kind haha and yah the queue for chilli is untill punggol and for me is until bedok lol atleast i have ppl queueing up for me haha.........

BLACK & WHITE lol can see the colour diff. of e hand lol racist haha i dont mind :D

mystery of the unknown...

2009-09-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

IS it me or i am just imagining too much or is it really happening.....

well i dont know any of tis for sure but as long as anything makes me feel happy it a good thing... and i am felling happy today.... so it gotta be one of the above or maybe itz the last one haha..... hopefully i will be able to see it coming....

walk through the city...

2009-09-27T03:39:00.000-07:00

Seems tat everyone is busy cause i called 3 ppl to accompany me to go bugis but all 3 were busy.. so i went off on my own,it was fun to explore the city alone, it felt weird cause its been some time i went alone usually there is someone to accompany... should have brought out my camera :(

ok so firstly i went to Burlington square, oh yeah got my HOLGA 120 CFN.. its nice and big. i thought it was gonna be small, haha but no worries the camera is cool..

so after tat i went down to sim lim tower got LED's my dad needed em. dint really waste time going around there cause most of the shops were closed and nothing really caught my eye!!!!

Than went down to haji lane.... the shops there are cool and there is tis shop called blog shop tat sells holgas and ladies clothes.... the guy who work there is super friendly *good customer service*.....

Than went down to funan, had my lunch there at KFC lol trying to save$$$ and was not really hungry.... it so weird eatting alone, and while eatting tis thought came to my mind about how i am always surrounded by ppl, when i am at home i am wit my family, when outside i am wit my friends, i am almost never alone. i start wondering on how in the future,if i go overseas to study how lonely will i be at home... totally hate to eat alone, i rather eat wit someone......

from there went down to peni. checked out some shoes, i like the NIKE high dunks at one of the shops on 2nd floor. well lets see how maybe by end of hols will get em..
than went down to excelsior hotel, luckly SAGE was open, was surprise to see so many skimbaords in stock haha hopefully by next week i can buy a new board...

wahh the whole of city hall was infected by ppl going to F1 all had there tickets around there neck...lol half of them were foreigners.... i guess they should have cheaper tickets so more ppl can afford them, well until them lets enjoy it on the TV haha....

slot skimboarding

2009-09-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

ohhhh yeahhh!! finally went down to skim today... the waves were nice at the later part of the day!!!! was able to catch some pretty nice waves.. hmm my body is surprisingly not hurting much lol i guess its cause off less fall tat i had today :D...

v should call our self slot skimboarders cause v try to catch waves tat come in slots..

wah edited pic in photoshop after such a long time, i think the pic came out was good, was expecting e outcome something like tat :D

dhuha looking at the waves

lol dhuha broke his board :( hopefully can get the new board soon oh yeah!!!

hmmm afterall i guess i wont be a tat bad next week.. hopefully everything goes smooth,

sometimes surprise comes in a small package and when u least expect it:D

though road ahead

2009-09-25T07:13:00.000-07:00

ohhhh yeahhhh went down to watch Phobia2 yesterday wit chilli & yiqi...

saw it at iluma... our first time watching movie there, lol v smuggled in Mos burger haha..... hmm bout the movie, i was scary at some part, some scenes were disgusting lol, the sound effect were cool..... last story was funny haha.... overall not bad, its not the best movie but good entertainment so i will give it 3popcorns out of 5 lol i sound like a movie reviewer haha.......

lol my eyes are off camera haha lol so stupid but anyways it a pic wit good friends it can never be bad.....

wat are the bananas doing ????

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wat a wierd pose haha

hmmm i guess next week is gonna be a tough one i must hold on and not let my self from breaking down..... lord i will need all ur help for me to go though it..... i must mentally prepare to face it....

sadness under the smile

2009-09-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

i am happy tat i was able to hide the hurt under a smile atleast i dint act like ajerk...
i dont know how i managed to bring tat smile but i just did it.. i was surprised wit my self cause .. hmm i donno how to say it was so instantaneous i was laughing at myself even thought i knew i dint did anything wrong. its like ur in a war and u know u might lose it but all u can do is try ur best to win it :(

i guess tat laughter was something like tat when u laugh at someone helpless, but the only a thing was i was laughing at my own helplessness.... how sad it tat:(

hmm nothing really much to say cause the more i think the more it reminds of my helplessness... :(

Lucid dreams

2009-09-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

hmm i dont think i lucid dreams cause i realize after some time i wake up tat i was dreaming. but i fell like i am lucid dreaming but than its hard to understand.... wat actually it is..

ohhh man felling the need to relax it been all work only tis hols i want to just sit and chill out by the sea or some sort of water. i donno y but i have tis idea of relaxation even thinking of it makes me relaxed i guess i will just day dream to please me.. lol

i went down to the library after work today, dint fell like going home straight away and suddenly had the craving to read. its been like months i have read a nice book. actually i really do love reading but i am very picky about it, it depends on my mood,how busy i am and is the book is interesting or not. i like something tat makes me wanna not stop reading until it ends, its so much fun and the excitement to know wat gonna happen next.
i really enjoy reading love stories, but i totally hate those cocky chim love stories about betrayal,sex etc. i prefer teen love stories cause i can relate my self to them.... i also like to read adventurous stories, mystery. i totally hate war stories cause i really dont understand wats happening, maybe i am not the history type.

hmm so i ended up borrowing 3 book there description sounds interesting hopefully i will be able to read all those.

also i on my every trip to the lib. if i go 4th floor i never miss a chance to visit the LEFT BEHIND series books. they are about a bunch of kids from all diff walks of life who are left behind in the rapture. u gotta read em. they are so addictive. there like 30 book which they have also compiled into 12 books( hardcover version) i prefer the hard cove versions cause like they have 3 books in one easy for me to borrow and read.. i still remember i use to read em last year during June when i was preparing for my 'O' i was totally addicted to em.. i guess i they helped me in my english lol.. but i am proud to say tat i finished reading all 30 of em..:D

i feel like reading them again but i just can get my self to read a book tat i have already read.. the excitement will be gone.........

right now there is practically nothing on my mind i fell blank. but tats cool knowing tat i am always thinking... and at time i do fell tat i might be over powering brain with too much thinking. seriously i think a lot..... sometimes i am even amazed by myself...

something has set deep down inside me the best part is i will never be able to forget tat happynesss... i felt..

lost in yesterday...

2009-09-21T05:43:00.000-07:00

hmm first day at home in the whole hols on a weekday lol.......

ended up bored at home lol but i arranged my wardrobe threw away allllll old clothes made way for new clothes haha now it looks clean and neat oh yeah....

i am still missing yesterday wahhhhh it was such a nice day, how i wish it never ended haha..... never never ended :( haha flea was cool....

hmmm lotz to say but aint gonna say anything now lol......

ok todays post is a short one....:)

i am missing yesterday ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

:D Flea Titan was awesome :D

2009-09-20T07:05:00.000-07:00

Totally a great day.... i seriously had fun...everything was perfect and flea titan was awesome... i am glad tat it dint let me down, it was totally the way i expected it to be.

ok so basically suppose to meet chilli and yiqi but yiqi couldn't make it :(... after doing some shopping in chinatown then went down to orchard, cine. to have lunch. BBQ chicken is nice and worth the price... totally recommend it, its in the basement...

over our table there was mirror ceiling, lol its cool..

chilli ordered pasta and mine was called Jerk BBQ chicken lol wat a weird name for a dish.. haha.. but it was tasty.....

lol she took pic while i was talking haha but its cool lol..

lol v missed our 2.40 bus to flea titan..... haha so v decided to go around ION. wah its nice..... uniqlo is having sales and its flooded with ppl.....

chilli and me both agree tat the toilets are very nicely designed... the moment v came out of the toilet were like talking about the cool features in toilet haha.

just look at tis the lighting in the toilet is so calm and they are playing some soft music haha i think i can sleep in there lol.

hmm went around ION and than went to thai embassy for the free shuttle bus.... lol they tell us to go 4season hotel there than wait there for so long than finally the bus came..... lol since it was boring to wait for the bus v took some pics :)

inside the free shuttle bus

lol more ppl arriving to board the bus lol i see all the girls they dress up almost the same way lol not unique anymore.....

more pics inside da bus while waiting for it to start :D

lol tis is funny yet a good pics haha

finally arrived at the flea!!!!!!

wahhh it was our first time at a flea and it was so dang cool... v went 1 round than realize that inside the building also have more shops haha but i think outside the shop are more nicer.... chilli bought a jacket for herself, it looks niceeee on her.... lol so little guys stuff its like all girls stuff only but than i bought a vintage levis shirt, 2 lacoste t shirt and a plain blue shirt and a ripcurl board short all for only $33 bucks lol tat so dame cool...

lol by the time v finished walking around the flea v were sweating and tired haha....

ohh yeah it was really a great day i am felling so :) the flea is totally cool........ i guess i will never forget tis day it was so dame great my first flea oh yeahhhhhhh. good FOOD good COMPANY good SHOPPING...
oh yeah finally i am happy wit myself....

more random pics enjoy:D

Happiness is the feeling you're feeling when you want to keep feeling it :D

someone is very clever lol..hmm i was not tat surprised by tat reaction lol but tats cool

when it starts to develop....

2009-09-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

ahhhh can i just say it out, it starting to hurt inside..... i dont want to wait.... y is it always tat when i think everything is going on fine and cool some dame thing happens and ruins everything... can it ever be of wat i have imagined i miss it even though i have never experienced it. and i really miss it :( :( :(..............

well today was a productive day managed to finish a lot of things... yiqi totally like wat u create today... and chilli hmmm wat can i say, hmmm i guess its nothing...
and sry guys for being so emo.. something happened to me tat send me into tat mode. i am not gonna say wat is tat something cause its too complicated for even me to understand. i a know all tis sounds very chim and make no sense but tat wat i am going thru rightnow i want to be over soon..

wah something just happened right now.. haha if "U" r clever enough than u can figure it out just do some backtracking..... clue: time, a device...

wah suddenly my mood from :( to :)in 0.03 seconds tats faster than a Ferrari lol.

got new specs today totally love it and it was under offer totally dint expected tat..

oh yeah i am :) now i am amazed by how a small little thing changes my mood around..... i love tat felling but i dont like the felling of being sad....

its been days since i had a dream, i would love to have em everyday cause every thing of mine are based on them. tats y its bodz....... looking forward for today's night, i donno where i am gonna be in e dreams, i like to imagine a lot of things and dreams help me to visualize them and tat make me very happy from the inside :D

too many things to buy

2009-09-16T08:09:00.000-07:00

ahhhh i wanna buy so many thingssssssss..... lol but i also wanna save money i guess i will compromise wit some of e stuff i want to buy.

when i saw the poo skimboard email i was so dame happy even the guy who send me was so dame exited... well y?? cause victoria skimboards have arrived here omg tats so dame cool i mean its hard to find victoria boards near SG. wah i might wanna get the ultra vac

but than lets see how cause its gonna be ex. i can choose to get poo skimboards but yah still havent make my up mind yet, but victoria is so tempting to buy lol.....

oh yeah finally got my red hardcasing for mac and yeah it look cool. well went down to vivo after work wit chilli cha cha... haha was fun in a way but i really dint like the fact tat i had limited time lol tis few days i have been going home a bit late i dont want my mom coming after me.... anyways looking forward to buy some nice clothes soon.

and yah i am such a fool or watever other words tat describe me as an ass. man i always screw up somewhere so dame hate it. never been a day tat has gone perfectly, lol i must say i am still learning but yah at lest it fells good to know wat i did wrong hopefull next time i wont repeat it. but really fell dumb of me. ohh man i have been disappointing my self very much latelly. tat aint good..... i wanna make my self fell better but i know tat gonna be hard to do....

btw the new Arctic monkeys album: Humbug is cool i really like it:D

swensons for dinner

2009-09-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

lol wth they never give my pay today. wtf ahhhh lucky i recived some $$$ was more the enough to enjoy today. well i guess every thing happens for a reason and i totally believe in tat statement.

so anyways after work v headed down to marina square went to crocs... yiqi bought her self a new pair of shoes,the flowers are nice and matching lol she could not stop tell tat they were comfortable the whole journey...

oh yeah had dinner at swensons my first time lol v ordered baked rice and pasta and icecream..... the food was nice the lighting was perfect. i like the feel of those warm lights....... lol chilli ate all our cherry cause v dint want em and she even ate some honey BALLS from our ice cream. dame it there were so many HONEY BALLS i dint even managed to finish all lol.....

haha than v rushed to rubi to find chilli's sandals... the sandals at rubi look chepo lol. she made a wise choice of not buying from there cause after v walked a bit further she found better sandals at charles and keith.. they look great on her :D

oh yeah time for the pics

totally enjoyed the company and food oh yeah!!!!!!!!!:D

something tat i like

2009-09-13T06:38:00.000-07:00

been busy the whole day doing stuff.... i learned to use the sewing machine oh yeah man thnaks to my grandma she's awesome. made 2 things a______&_______. cant revel right now wat i made. but yeah i totally love it.... hope fully i will be able to make more stuff.

got scolded by mom cause she thinks i must spend more time doing other things rather than stenciling, sewing, printing, basically DIYing but sry mom i cant i am addicted to it lol. but yeah had a heatty argument wit mom but than in the it was kinda resolved in a nicer way. <3 u mom.:D......

i wanna say thing out but i cant dame it..... but yeah wats gonna happen is going to happen so lets wait and see how things come by......

comex09 shopping

2009-09-12T05:50:00.000-07:00

oh yeah went down to COMEX IT show today wit dhuha. wah dame crowed as expected. looked around for portable hardisk.. i liked the WD harddisk but than it was out of stock lol. so i bought the

seagate 500gb $10 expensive than WD but 5 yrs warranty so not tat bad + free pouch.

Also got the iriver 4GB mp3 wah totally love<3 it i mean seriously it nice!!!!!! but it not mine it for someone else....

i love the iriver mp3 can i keep it for myself lol. its niceeeeeeeeeeeeee. lol it belongs to a beautiful owner. pretty things for pretty ppl......

aint tat easy aint tat fast.

2009-09-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

shame on me for letting my self down. i am up set at myself for not being wat i promised i would be. all tis while i planned and did stuff the way i thought i would do but when i came to the actual test. i failed myself i am really upset wit my self.

how to say, i fell tat i have let myself down. well at least i have learned something out of it....... life's experience.

i just fell like laughing at my self for making such a silly mistake or shall i say it was just a coincidence or just my bad luck. whatever the thing i will try to make it right....
some how liking the felling of being challenged by my own self i feel tat i am becoming more mature.

“Life is never easy for those who dream.”i came across tis quote few days back and when i read it i was like huh Y? but now i totally understand it.... but i wont let anything stop me from persuading my dream. cause if i dont than i shall fall in my own eyes.

gonna make it right and for tat gonna need lords help & all the strength i have.

MIND is the greatest stength, learn to use it wisely and u shall be saved.

pissed and blissed

2009-09-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

oh man todays day was such an ass... the work is seriously boring but than ya $$$$$ coming in soon. i wanna enjoy.... was totally pissed at work at something i saw,read watever. i blasted out my anger on FB which i should have not done. makes me feel so guilty for doing it.... anyways i have deleted those shoutout:D

i should stop acting like a jerk when i am felling down. the thing is i know i am acting wierd and want to stop doing it but i cant.... but i dont wanna act like tat will force my self not to do it nextime... oh yeahhhhh

totally dint expected the day to be any better. but than its turned around.oh yeah man. went to daiso with yiqi to buy some stuff. on the way back to mrt i had a small conversation wit her tat made me forget all about things tat happened earlier in the day and than she sent me a sms wit some motivational words in it which totally turned my mood around for sad,sian tooooooooo :D,energatic and full of hope. oh yeah

it really cool how a few motivational word can change a persons mood around. thanks yiqi 4 being such a good friend and yah i am totally going for it, u know wat i mean :D

it keeps on getting better

2009-09-08T08:20:00.000-07:00

omgosh i won $$$$ again on radio on the dan and young show today. ok dont be jealous of me.... i call them until siao..... than get thought. they recognize me haha:D of course gonna say thanks to god and oh yeah LADY LUCK IS SHINING "BLING BLING" BRIGHT!!!!!!

as usual work was dame boring.. some more my chair is a bit broken tat make my right side to sink to one side lol my right butt hurts ahhhhhh.

well it was a great day. felling :D for a lot of reasons....

“Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue, and the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true”<3

Tis only happens when you are in _____ (:

2009-09-04T06:54:00.000-07:00

oh yeah weekend...

work was boring but not stressful.....

for some reason the journey back home seemed very long. i dont know wat world i was lost in but i just fell like the time was passing at snail passe. the train seemed to be traveling slow even the bus was slow but i reached home earlier than normal....

i dont know wat world i was in writing tis i realized tat everything around me seen to be moving at normal passe but i was lost in time..... when i reached home i was like dame how come in am home early than normal....

its the first time tis has happened to me, writing tis i am still wondering wat it was' i am really fascinated my tis kinda things.... some how the past 2 days i have been felling happy even without me knowing it, its like i am just happy inside and i will randomly realize it and will forget it again...........

totally loving the way things are going right now, would like to have them become even better......

and yah totally realizing tat i am in love with.......................vintage and retro. an indie boy realizing his indieizm.... lets see how i will transform in the time to come.... something tells me tat i will become wat i always wanted to be "an indie"......

cool things happen when ur in ____.

Fallin' For You

2009-09-03T09:19:00.000-07:00

oh man such a nice song and wat a perfect timing for me to find tis song totally agree with the lyrics and its a awesome song:D will be trying to learn to play it.....

Colbie Caillat - Fallin' For You

I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I'm fallin' for you

won yet again!!!!

2009-09-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

omg i cant belive it man i won $$$ again on da radio, on the shan and rozz show 987 fm....... wahhhhhhhhhhhh go happy, lady luck is shinning bright..... (thanks god).......

wat can i say more haha :D

first time to win something on radio

2009-09-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

oh yeah i won $52 and a packet of 3M next care Acne Patch

hahaha won it on the DAN $ YOUNG SHOW!!!!!. lol basically i called them tis morning and i was lucky enough to get through the phone. than i played the game and ended up winning 52 bucks.... i was so surprised haha <3 love 987FM <3.

lol work was so dame boring but yah i am so happy not for winning the $$$ but for something else also hehe:D so overall it was a nice day...............

indie all tis while

2009-08-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

INDIE (as defined by urban dictionary)

Usually late teens to mid twenties. A name often used for an artistic individual who thinks, and sincerely cares about issues one wouldn't find in the mind of most adolescents. A rare breed.

Political junkies.
Bargain hunters.
All for organic (food, beauty and hygiene products, etc.)
A very thorough knowledge of independent music, but most enjoy a variety of genres.
Artistic and independent film buffs.
A deep love for all forms of art.
Most tend to be very witty, but this can come off as sarcastic and snobby.

In high school, Indie kids were/are a bit awkward, because they find it hard to communicate with those who don't have the same ideals. This doesn't mean that they won't talk to you.

Conversation is well liked among the Indie, but their ever churning minds are rarely understood. This is where humor comes in, and Indie kids tend to be very clever individuals who can come up with a funny little quip almost instantly. A lot tend to pursue stand up comedy. Also, an Indie kid will talk your ear off, sew it back on, then talk some more if music comes in to the conversation.

Art is rooted deep within the heart of any Indie kid, and probably has been their entire life. Whether it be music, photography, writing, cinematography, painting, or any other art form that wasn't mentioned. Many become pretty successful artists later in life. The Green movement is also supported by almost all Indie kids. If art isn't their first passion, the earth is.

The Indie style:

It's not uncommon to see Indie kids haunting antique shops and thrift stores, for they love all things vintage. Earthy colors, buttons, plain t-shirts, torn fabric, knitted items, denim jeans, and comfortable shoes are all seen in the Indie style of both sexes. Vintage looking jewelry is also popular among females, but something handmade or of sentimental value is often preferred. Indie kids do care about their appearance, they just don't obsess over it.

The Difference between Indie and Emo:

Many have described these differences as a "war". This is not the case. If there's one thing an Indie hates, it's complete stupidity. Unrighteous self pity, and closed mindedness are all seen as stupid. Indie kids do like their style/music, but don't criticize other's for not liking it as well. They accept people of all colors, shapes, sizes, and styles. Though, once someone does show a decent amount of shallow emotion, an Indie kid will stop speaking instantly (this is bad.) There is no war, just a frustration with the traits that often come with the Emo style.

All in all, an Indie kid doesn't need much to be happy. Good friends, good music, good food, good conversation, and good laughs. True bliss. A simplicity that this world seems to lack.

oh man tis is so dame true bout me. actually i was doing tis FB quiz "wat kinda stereotype are u" and it said i was a indie scene.. and had some explanation under it... i agreed with the some of it and i dint agree with the other half of it... being curious i googled indie style and the first link i got was the urban dictionary, and once i started reading it i was like dame tis is so dame true about me.

all tis while i thought i was in to hip hop and stuff even though i listened to indie music. but i never really felt that i fitted in hip hop.. it was something i wanted to be but all tis while i was indie and i guess i will be indie all my life. i am proud to say tat i am a indie (:

i totally agree wit the article above where it says indie ppl love eartly colour, are creative, love all forms of art, funny....

omg the more i read the article the more i am being convinced tat tis is so all true about me.. and the thing tat me happy the most is i was tis all the while even with out knowing it and now i have realized it tis also means i am not a poser how is trying to be indie(:

i fell like i have found something to define my self.. its like i belong in somewhere. oh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will have a good nit sleep 2day wish i can dream today!!!!!!and everyday..........

memories of the past, things for the future.

2009-08-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

its such a normal yet not normal day moring was good evening i was sad and now after see some old sec. school vids it just brings smile on my face..... man those were some pretty crazy days..... miss all those ppl and the class room v had fun in:(...... but yeah time does not wait and v must move on.........

aint it weird tat v miss things tat v love only when they are gone.... back in those days seniors used to tell me "enjoy the school life now, u will miss it once u graduated" and i would say to myself yah yah watever school life is so boring...... but dame i tottally agreee wit them now.... i guess everyone goes through tis

but let not ignore it, instead give them a special place in ur life.
i want a class 4A reunion... i wanna see all my classmates..

well i thing my brain's been working over time cause it does not stop thinking even until the second i fall asleep. i donno if tat good or not i mean thinking to much might make crazy but in a way i fell very secure & organized.. well lets just say i will try to keep things on moderation. lol even while writting tis there are a million things going on in my head.

lets end tis post wit tis to remind me " if u wanna get it, than u gotta w8 4it, cause special things are special only when u truly understand ther value"

dirty little secret

2009-08-26T06:45:00.000-07:00

oh yeah yesterday(25.8.09) after work went dont to tampnies wit yiqi and chilli to catch the movie "the last house on the left"..... but some how v were unable to watch the movie.... hmmmmmm the reason was hahahahahaa someone among us was not above 18... lol yiqi faster turn 18 la dame.. i wanna watch tat movie hahah. anyways i am gonna turn 19 even before u turn 18 lol:D.

so the next best timg v could do was get some nice food to eat..... chilli wanted to eat pasta mania and me having a bad experience with pasta mania in e past i dint wanted to eat there, but 2 girls 1 boys wat do u think who win??? of course they la haha. anyways surprisingly the baked fish pasted i ordered was nice so no regrets(lol spam on chilli and cheese haha i mean the chilli flakes lol). so here's the food

tats my order

chilli's order

yiqi's order
(she say she dont like the bacon)

after dat went down to bugis street chilli bought a geek speck.... i also want ahhh.

lol i saw the shades down there nice i wanted to buy but once i wear i cant see a thing haha. lol chilli looking for the biggest available speck lol the one she first like was like cover half of her face hahaha

i suggested her to buy snowboarding goggles:D..... in the end she ended up buying a decent looking geek speck which also she had diffculties choosing colour and after testing them for like the 100th time she settled on one hahah......... chilli

i am getting a geek speck toooooo but mine is the real one got degreee ok haha........ better than urs lol..

wah today wat work dame high in the morning lol listern music and suddenly got boost of energy oh yeah!!!!!!!!!

looking forward to a great skimming session and picnic wit friends tis sat.... oh yeah guys......:D

look on the bright side

2009-08-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

well tats gonna be my motto from now on "Look on e Brightside".

i never intended to start my blog wit some emo, lame s**t stuff, but well tis is the way it wanna go than fine no once can stop it. totally not happy wit my ex. Dame firstly tis goes out to u bhags, i am totally over wit u and when i say totally i mean it..... cause its god dame over. wats the point telling me now how much u love me and and bla bla.... its OVER its tooooo l8 u never said tis when the time was right. ur resone is "i wanted u to tell dis long back but i could not". well than wat hold u back from saying it and no point saying it now.the love has gone. seriously i am so dame pisssed by all tis cause ur showing ur love now when its over. dame it stop doing or stop telling me those stuff. i dint got to hear them when i wanted to and i dont want to her em now..... move on. last time i was stuck on you.. and now its you who seems to be stuck on me. dame just MOVE ON ok!!!!! its over [OveR]. look on the brightside, learn from your mistakes and live a nice life.

PS: dont think my blog is gonna be about all tis bitchy things. it happen to be one of my first few post. But stay tuned for more awesome stuff to come!!!!

and yah just say tis one time in ur heart " look on the brightside" and just think about it for a while.

nitz ppl hopefully my data tranfer will be done soon i am felling sleepy :)zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

inside my thinking cell.......

2009-08-23T04:17:00.000-07:00

something that has been in back of my head for tis few days

I find that i have changed in a lot of ways and cant stop from thinking how life changes.... the future awaits us wit full of mystery.

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

credits to http://www.boardofwisdom.com/default.asp?start=11&topic=1005&listname=Life

and tis something i found intresting:
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present.

primer puesto

2009-08-22T23:02:00.000-07:00

Finally i am on blogger. well tis is my first (Spanish= primero) post (Spanish=puesto).
Give me some time to pimp my blog.
anyways a lil info about the blog name
Dashbodz........
Dash=my nick
bodz= based on dreamz

OH YEAH!!!! so tats where the name Dashbodz derives from.